grandpa and grandma

i had a dream last night that i was on vacation with my dead grandparents. my grandfather was trying to tell me that he was going to die and i just couldn't believe that it would really happen that way. the funny part is that it is usually my grandmother that i dream about and wake up calling for her, but this time it was my grandfather. i miss grandma so much, and not a week goes by that i don't dream about her, but in all these years, i never have dreamt about grandpa. i also never realized that before, and now feel strangely about having not thought about him that way in all these years, though he did leave when i was six.

hmm.